Dicka.

dammmmmnn

2004-04-13T00:36:26Z

wow i havent updated in like umm i duno mad long time...i forget what im suppose to do with this shit. my life is still wicked boring except i got a girlfriend now and she makes my life a million fuckin times better shes soo beautiful and perfect and everything and im soo happy to have her (ok?)!!! kinda weird huh, but yeah its workin out good as ever!!!! except for the fact that i dont think im boyfriend material, but im workin on it (jus kiddin im boyfriend material!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). anyway...i dont really talk to my friends anymore for whatever reason, so can you guys leave me some messages if you read this?!?!?!?!

im done, peace.

Drugs is what they used to say I was on

2004-02-05T01:24:53Z

yesterday i went into Boston to join the parade. i got up and my mom took me to the train station where i suprisingly met up with tilman. we got there at 9:30 only to find out that the next train doesnt leave until 10:45..that was pretty sweet. so we just waited cause we had nothin else to do. the train made so many fuckin stops, like 12 or somthing, it was such a long ride and when we got there every place was packed.
it was soo crazy, i just walked around boston for a while trying to find a spot to actually see the players. but there was no openings any where so i just went to the place where they came out to talk and where the jumbotrons were. the jumbotron showed them come in on the trucks and before they came up on the stage the jumbotron showed the winning kick in the superbowl and everyone screamed so fuckin loud, there was like 1.5 million people, ive never seen so many people in one place and so many girls flashing everyone in one place either :D. people were on fedex trucks, on buildings and even the construction workers up on the sky scrapers were watching.
around 3 i left because i was gettin soo cold, what was kind of weird though is that i was just walkin down the street and i bump into SHINNY i was like what the fuck..out of all the people there i see him, so that was pretty cool. then i got home at about 4:30 and fell asleep.

burnabridge @ 2004-01-26T20:05:00

2004-01-27T01:32:53Z

No one reads my journal anymore so i dont know how much this will matter but i hope you see it sometime, sooner or later.
I concur with you that life can be one of the gayest things that ive ever heard of, but it gets better. im not gonna bore you with that gay talk though, so anyway..
We've been best friends since i moved to this once nice but now ghetto and boring place. we have encountered a lot together you must admit. remember all the shit we've done, esspecially when we were younger..pretending to shave with those fake razors in my bathroom? selling lemonaide out front thinking people would actually buy some? hide and go seek every night? climbing that big mother of a tree thinkin we were cool shit? if you think about our lives havent been terribly bad. I know the last few years havent been that good, i know how you feel because they havent been that good for me either. you know some of the shit that i've had to go through, im feelin like you for different reasons i guess. but you gotta admit we have done some pretty funny things together over the last few years! try not to think about the way your brother is acting, its just a stage hes going through, IT SUCKS but it'll be over soon. maybe this present time will make us stronger, who knows, maybe when its all over we'll look back and be like eh fuck that, that was nothin. but i know it will all be over soon. i know you have some real close friends but we've been best friends forever and i'd say about 50% of my life ive been chillin with you, i dont know what that says about me but we know each other almost better than anyone else. other people have come through our lives and have only been aquaintances, but we're still together so dont worry about other people and just keep doin what your doin and shit will be better soon, trust me.

~Dicka

burnabridge @ 2004-01-03T17:46:00

2004-01-03T23:06:22Z

New Years was in-fuckin-sane!! i was at matts with basically every other person in milford. there was like 40 or so people, it was awesome! then jim came over and i chilled with him for most of the night along with any others. it was such a fun night and i cant wait til next year!!

yesterday i got home from practice and Jim tells me that he's coming to get me in 20 minutes. and i was like uhhh what??? i forgot about Mollusk Fest and i didnt have a tux so i just ask my mom if we had any in the house and suprisingly my dad had an old one in his closet from when he was like 28 or somthing. fit me damn nice...i was fuckin pimpin in that shit!!! but yeah so i ran to britts house and i forgot to take a shower, so i hopped in the shower over there and then she helped me put that rediculous thing on. i got to be britts date and i didnt even have to ask which was also cool. there were soooo many hot girls there!!!!!
The bands were pretty sick too. we only got to hear 2 or 3 songs from Monteys Fan Club, because some fag threw up on some drunk guys truck. i think just about everybody there wanted to kill that kid!! Making it Right was soo good too, and i liked The Cheat, not only cause the lead singer was an extremely extremely extremely extremely hot girl, but i liked how their music sounded. after that we went to wendys to eat and some homos kept drivin around the building and stopping in front of our car and doin some gay shit, i dont even know what to call it, but drew got out of the car (frosty in hand) and walked over to their car and they just took off like a bunch of biatches. it was quite funny.
I'm glad i went though, it was a fun time!

what a little moonlight can do..

2003-12-31T19:24:19Z

so far vacation has been pretty good, not to much to do but i guess its better than school. hockey wears me out and im always tired.so i just sit in my house all day and sleep most of the time. i got some cool shit for christmas like new cds and clothes and money and stuff like that.
yesterday i went to christines, it was pretty fun, mostly because phill kept beating up sean and now im sittin here trying to find somthing to do tonight. i wanna go to a party but i kinda dont want to,im asking everyone what they are doing but no one knows yet.. i dunno i dont really feel like drinking for some reason but i know i will end up doing it anyway. well im gonna get back to watchin angry beavers...
later much

burnabridge @ 2003-12-21T19:52:00

2003-12-22T01:24:28Z

yeah i kinda havent updated in a little while huh? i even forgot my user name and password, pretty smart of me. anyway...my life is still gay so you havent missed anything. on friday i had a game at providence college, we won but i was fucking tired so i did pretty shitty. then i came home and chilled with chris and britt for the rest of the night. saturday was fuckin awesome!! woke up around 11 watched some tv then went to britts. then britt, phill, chris, and I went to see how jimbo was holdin up at the tattoo place, we got there and he still had 40 minutes left so we went to kfc. me and chris slipped a few peices of "fungi" into our chicken. mmmm yummy, but i think the chicken was gross it made us sick, anyway from that point on we were kinda effed for the day, i dont think britts room is a good place to be when trippin. we were freakin out but we went into the living room for a little open space, i got scared in the bathroom when i was pissing and the room started moving so i went out and sat on the couch and drank some beer to try and chill out. jim came over for a little bit with christa, and they kinda just made fun of us i think, after they left we started coming down and didnt feel as sick. around 7:30 we went to chilis for jimbos party (happy birthday jimbo) and i ate fries and some chicken and dont know what else we did in bellingham. when we got back there was a lot of people there and we just got more trashed then i went with dewar to zitos house for some reason and we almost crashed into a tree, i couldnt stop laughing. then we were leaving after some gravs on the back porch and dew tripped over the doorstep and fell flat on his face. me and popp were dying, it had to be one of the funniest fuckin things ever!! then i got back once again and bobdizzle, lyndizzle and i took a family shot! it was great i think thats about it, so basically it was a good day/night! today i went to get some breakfast at jonny jacks and slept till 6, and on that note i think i'll go back to sleep.
later

Bitches come and get some!!!

2003-11-16T15:29:46Z

alright so last weekend i dont really remember what i did that well.
Friday i dont remember, then on saturday i think i was at matt's house the whole night. And one major point that i would like to get out there...i stayed at school a total of 60 hours this week!! yeah FUCKING GAY, i had practice after school at 5 so i had to wait that whole 3 and a half fucking hours. so um that pissed me off.
Came home around 8 on friday night, i think it was the most tired i have ever been and i wasnt planning on going out. i just took a stroll to matt's house to see what was crackalackin down there and of course we know what happened to me not doing anything. i chilled with Bob for a bit then i went to Bugaboo creek with jim, beatnut, and jess! the waitress was fucking retarted fucker (for lack of better word). that big fucking buffalo dude was broken and that didnt make me happy!!
After that i went back and more peoples was there having a good time and probably more stuff that im to lazy to write about.
yesterday was fucking pimp. well no actually not really, but the night was good. sean came to my house around 1ish i beleive and we chillied, yes chillied, for a few hours. we went with lyndizzle and matt all around town until like 5:30, which is also the time jim came over to pick up me and sean. over to lube-jobs house, it was only us and jess so i finished off my HPNOTIQ and headed for jims absolut, while in the meantime jim and sean were blizzazin. keep in mind the time being is around 6, i guess we wanted to start just a little early. so time went by, people showed up and we went to the soccer game... i think i went with paul and rich, sean came with us too, i guess for some reason i passed out in the back seat a couple times, no big deal. i saw christine there and chelsea and jacckiieeee and probably more people too!! paul got me wendys jim and francy ate it all so that didnt work out to good. when we got back to jess's i laid down in her bed and fell asleep, and when i arose from my slumber i thought it was the morning. :D Fortunatly it wasnt and i went back to sleep. i think i got a ride home from jp, thanks a lot man, and thats about it for now.

Dude...no hurlin on the shell, just waxed it.

why am i doing this?

2003-11-02T23:02:25Z

got it from sean...

[Am I...]
[x] Am I cute?:
[x] Am I hot?:
[x] Am I sweet?:
[x] Am I crazy?:
[x] Am I loveable?:
[x] Am I funny?:
[x] Am I annoying?:
[x] Am I psycho?:
[x] Am I daring?:
[x] Am I a good person?:

[Would You...]
[x] Hug me?:
[x] Miss me if I was gone?:
[x] Listen to my problems?:
[x] Hug me if I cried?:
[x] Be a good friend?:

[Would You...]
[x] Kiss me?:
[x] Marry me if you could?:

[You Think You Know...]
[x] When's my birthday?:
[x] How old am I?:
[x] What school do I go to?:
[x] Do I have any siblings? Names?:
[x] Who is my best friend?:
[x] Who am I dating?:
[x] Favorite animal?:
[x] Favorite sport?:
[x] Favorite TV show?:
[x] Favorite song/songs?:
[x] Favorite music group?:

[If You Could...]
[x] Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
[x] Do one thing with me what would it be?:
[x] Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

[Last Questions...]
[x] What do you love about me?:
[x] What do you hate about me?(seriously):
[x] What is your honest opinion of me?:

last night was effin rockin...
me and bob-dizzle totally shot the fuck out of the bear!!!

no regrets

2003-11-01T17:58:58Z

ok, so on thursday i went to my great grandmothers wake. it was alright, i didnt know a lot of the people there and when the priest was doing the serive he asked if anyone wanted to stand up and say any words. and a few people stood up...jeez the shit that they said made everyone cry and it was mad hard to hold the tears back! after that we all went to a bar for a couple hours.

yesterday was a pretty gay fucking day in school. halloween was fuckin stupid aswell. i chilled with jim and sean, jim and i drizzank it up and sean watched us. sounds like fun huh?
im suppose to go to ct with jim today but im not sure if i can make it, i am mad sick :(

wait until you see what the Dizzle has in store for you all. i almost had heart failures when he told me about this shit. im still tryin to comprehend what he explained to me last night and im gonna check if i was dreaming this or not, but holy fuck! are lives are going to change!! we're going to be free!!! anyway, dont ask him any questions about it, i wasnt suppose to know either. i guess we can say that b dizzle is further out in space than we all thought.

ok enough of the weird stuff...

the get together on sunday is going to be off the hoooooooooookk!!!! cant wait

...my true love...

2003-10-27T22:18:51Z

this morning it was soo hard to wake up for school. apperently when you pass out after drinking you're not really sleeping or somthing. i guess you dont make it to the final stage of sleep. i dunno, bob dizzle told me yesterday. anyway..i guess thats the reason im always tired and maybe i should lay of that stuff...
but i dont think so.

today someone that i dont know came up to me and said "hey why do you always look like you want to kill someone?"
which i though was really cool!
and i replied by saying "cause i do"
so im hoping that they dont go telling anyone i said that. i might get in a little bit a trouble for that one. oh well

next i would like to congradulate jim on picking the coolest girl to date...
seriously this girl is fucking awesome!!!
1.she likes to rollerblade
2.she likes hockey and used to play
3.she said she'll take me to see 50 cents crib
4.she has a little ghetto-ness in her

jeez dude...your a lucky kid!!

and im sorry to anyone who ive been mean or shitty to lately...my great grandmother and aunt died so ive been feeling like ass and have no tolerance for anyone :/

burnabridge @ 2003-10-26T18:54:00

2003-10-27T00:44:38Z

[ basics ]
Name: richie
Do you like it: sure
Nicknames: dicka
Screen names: pakel1ka00
Birthday: 6/30/87
Sign: middle finger
Location: Milford
Crush: oh yes!!!
Virgin: yeeyaa
Natural hair color: brown
Current hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'8'??
Birthplace: Boston
Shoe size: 11

[ family ]
Parents: richard and carol
Siblings: 3 brothers
Live with: them all :/
Favorite relative: cousin danny

[ favorites ]
Number: 68
Color: red
Day: friday
Month: june
Song: Beautiful Disaster
Movie: texas chainsaw massacre
Food: tacos
Band: 311
Season: fall
Sport: hockey
Class: gym ;)
Drink: sprite
Veggie: gross
TV Show: simpsons
Radio Station: fuck the radio
Store: pac sun
Word: bob-dizzle
Animal: dog i guess
Flower: dont know
State: california

[ this or that ]
Me/You: me..fuck you
Coke/pepsi: pepsi
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: aim
Cd/cassette: cd
Dvd/vhs: dvd
Jeans/khakis: jeans
Car/truck: truck
Tall/short: short
Lunch/dinner: dinner
NSYNC/BSB: gay
Britney/Christina: britney
Gap/Old Navy: old navy
Lipstick/Lipgloss: whats the difference
Silver/Gold: gold
Alcohol/Weed: alcohol

[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf: nope
Do you have a crush: hell yes!
How long have you liked him/her: month maybe?
Why do you like this person: she is hot and nice and stuff
How long was your longest relationship: i had a pretty long one goin on..i forget how long though.
How long was your shortest relationship: hmm..week i think
Who was your first love: rather not say...
What do you miss about them: her hottness

[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: the phrase.."fuck school"
Last thing you heard: my brother beating up my other brother
Last thing you saw: a black person on tv
Last thing you said: last thing you said
Who is the last person you saw: bob-dizzle
Who is the last person you kissed: not including drunk kisses i think it was britt
Who is the last person you hugged: my grandmother haha
Who is the last person you fought with: joe
Who is the last person you were on the phone with: tony
What is the last TV show you saw: football game
What is the last song you heard: to awake and avenge the dead

[ the present ]
What are you wearing: shorts
What are you doing: what the fuck does it look like
Who are you talking to: jimbizzle and seanathin
What song are you listening to: the shower scene
Are you online: yeah
How are you feeling: kinda sick
Are you in a chatroom: no

[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: monday
What are you going to do after this: sleep
Who are you going to talk to?: no one
Where will you be in 25 years: 6 feet under

[ have you ever ]
Drank: yeah
Smoked: yeah
Had sex: nope
Stolen: yeah
Done anything illegal: hell no
Wanted to die: wouldnt mind
Hit someone: yep

[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print: print
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference: hot ass girls
What piercings do you have: ears
Any tattoos: not yet
Do you drive: somtimes
Do you have glasses or braces: glasses
Did you like this survey: shits gay
What do you most like about your body: my bellybutton :D
How many fillings do you have: like 800
Do you think you're good looking: no and i dont give a fuck
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking: haha thats a good one
Do you look like any celebrities: sure

[ fashion ]
Do you wear a watch: no
How many coats and jackets do you own: a lot
Favorite pants/skirt color: blue
Most expensive item of clothing: probably a t-shirt or somthing
Most treasured: "have a coke and a smile"
What kind of shoes do you wear: etnies. iversans if im feelin pimpish

last cigarette: second hand from daddio
last car ride: to the sooper
last kiss: classified
last good cry: uhhh...good cry? wtf does that mean
last library book checked out: no clue
last movie seen: texas chainsaw massacre
last book read: fuck books
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: ginger ale
last food consumed: turkey sandwich..thanks matty
last crush: jeez
last phone call: tony
last tv show watched: football game
last time showered: an hour ago
last shoes worn: etnies
last song heard: the shower scene
last item bought: soda maybe
last downloaded: kottonmouth videos
last annoyance: take a guess
last disappointment: losing my game saturday
last soda drank: ginger ale
last thing written: some school work
last key used: to the sacred safe
last word spoken: good
last sleep: last night
last person you talked to on msn: yes
last sexual fantasy: not to long ago
last ice cream eaten: vanilla
last time amused: ride to the mall with jim
last time wanting to die: ??
last time in love: 1 second ago
last time hugged: didnt i answer this shit already
last time scolded: this morning
last time resentful: whats that mean
last chair sat in: rocking chair
last underwear worn: ty dye
last shirt worn: independent

gym class tomorrow....yay!!!

burnabridge @ 2003-10-25T08:36:00

2003-10-25T12:37:31Z

So for the first four months it was bad
And certainly best for you that I didn't
Carry a gun or know where you lay your head at night
And it was not her as everyone had thought
But you, how easily you were able to turn away
From all that we were
Those things that you said
Admit it, your words they came as cheap as your breath
And with even less meaning, you selfish fuck
The next time that you tell me that you love me
Please look me in the eye so that I can see the twitch
And I will fight to keep my balance
Pray to hold my temper
Ten years of history traded away for a nickel and
The world's most crooked grin
You would not know 'nobility' if it jumped right up
And punched you in the face
And this rock won't turn to a butterfly
No matter how hard I squeeze
But I will face it while you look the other way
Face it
(Always facing it)
I believe that it's the only way
So many moments wasted on you and this rage
Waiting for the dust to settle
Or these tears to dry or the axe to fall
Something has got to give

burnabridge @ 2003-10-21T18:16:00

2003-10-21T22:17:23Z

check JimBo's journal for the update bitches ;)

gotta love it..

2003-10-16T01:18:21Z

today after school i went to the gym with sean then came home and drove around with B-nee for a little while. hung out with bob dizzle and he took us for a ride too. i also got a little somthin somthin for my long walk tomorrow ;) [much thanks to M c-izzle]
fridays gonna be awesome, i actually got christine to go see a movie with me..how sweet is that!! :D

[lesson of the day]
taught by JimBo...

She is fucking weird and messed in the head!

exactly...so..

FUCK THAT SHIT!!!!!

bitch

what the fuck

2003-10-15T00:31:28Z

just when i am all happy and excited i hear that my great grandmother is going to die. shes not expected to make it through the night :( i mean she is like 93 so i cant be suprised about her death but it still sucks so much. she meant a lot to me and she was soo fucking nice to everyone.
shes not talking or eating or drinking...shes completely incoherent and im not gonna get to see her one last time :(
This sucks.

burnabridge @ 2003-10-13T22:41:00

2003-10-14T02:48:38Z

saturday i had a game in the morning and got kicked out...i think im suspended. oh well my team sucks anyway. then after that i was pissed until i hung out with jim. thats all i can really say about saturday, except that we went to britts later that night to chill and some how mad people showed up...i wonder how they found out????
sunday just blew ass, i did absolutley nothing and fell asleep at like 9.
today was boring aswell, except for my dad and i going to burger king and making fun of the workers. sounds like fun huh...woohoo

anybody want to see the texas chainsaw massacer on friday??

burnabridge @ 2003-10-11T11:21:00

2003-10-11T15:29:24Z

so last night i went to Brittnee's and we were bored so we took her moms car and went to wendys for food, then we went to the football game. that sucked as usual so we left about 10 minutes later, met up with jim then went to get britt at work. we came back home and watched b o bizzle smash the rat into the tub/wall, which was fucking amazing!! then he picked up the snake and showed us the fangs, then he told everyone a bunch of cool shit..very interesting stuff. anyway most people there were pretty messed up, but not me :D (strange)
i also think i saw the coolest thing ever done by Dewar... the kid was smashed out of his mind and goes outside and pulls off a sick backflip for us, it was aweseome!!!
but yeah, 3 day weekend sounds good, so lets make it FUN!!!!

holy shit

2003-10-05T23:34:44Z

I MET FUCKING BOB-DIZZLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suga suga how ya get so fly???

2003-09-28T15:57:45Z

on friday school went by sooo slow...
when it finally ended i went to christines game for a little while, i met up with sean,britt,matt,sam,alex and JIMI. sean had to go to special olympics, we know he's got some problems but dont make fun of him. so i walked home and slept for like an hour then i went to seans and we went to the fuckin show. i dont know why but everyone was saying that thrice was going to play and they weren't so that kinda pissed me off, but besides that the show was fuckin incredible!!!! death by sterio rocked that place, they were fuckin hardcore, i loved there music. then year of the rabbit played..they were pretty good too, but i needed to sit down and rest up for thursday so i didnt see to much of them. when thursday came on, all hell broke out, its was amazing and they played a lot of their old shit. yeah i was goin crazy, by the end of the show my vioce box was no longer usable. and they sound so good live, just like on cd, thats always a good thing. needless to say thursday fuckin ROCKS!!!!!!
just for the record when they came on someone hit me in the head and jimi was standing right behind me and my head nailed his and he hit his head on the wall, i couldnt stop laughing.
i also got to dance with britt too, i dont know if i hit her at all sorry if i did haha but it was fun.
yesterday i had to wake up early for a game, that sucked ass. but then i went to christines. she was in the shower so i hung out with sam for a while then sam left and christine, jackie and I went to the mall. im sorry jackie, but you were making me laugh soo much haha i felt bad for you but it was really funny. then christine went to sams and i went home. later that night i went to a sort of party type thing, what was cool about it was there was more girls than guys. which is always a plus and they were pretty funny to watch. after a couple hours lets just say you never want to be feeling like i was, i spent most of the night lying on the deck of someones house i dont even know. i went for a ride with jp and i dont know where we went but i know everyone got out of the car and i stayed in it, i was alone for like 20 minutes or something. i oculdnt pick my head up to see what was going on but i heard a lot of yelling, i was just like whatever i cant move so i dont care. haha. after that i beleive i went home and woke up on my floor with all my clothes on this morning.

whoa..

until they think warm days will never cease..

2003-09-26T01:22:48Z

im goin to fucking see THURSDAY!!!!!
woooooooooo

i was reading and writing some stuff. I found this and i really liked it...

It will not always be like this,
The air windless, a few last
Leaves adding their last decoration
To the trees' shoulders, braiding the cuffs
Of the boughs with gold: a bird preening
In the lawns mirror. Having looked up
From the days chores, pause a minute,
Let the mind take its photograph
Of the bright scene, something to wear
Against the heart in the long cold.

Do I dare live on?

...

making the most of a bad time..im smoking the brains from my head...

2003-09-23T01:26:11Z

ezekialchvr606: or maybe i can hook up a system for wen u ring my doorbell a shotgun blows your fucking head off.

hahahaha Tim is the man!!

yeah anyway Christine said i should update and im to lazy but i'll do it for her. even though i dont really remember what happened since the last time i updated.

saturday i rollerbladed all day with kyle, brandan, josh, and rob. not to many good places around here. then we went back to the park [mad fun] not, then stacy. after kyle took me home to freshen up and he came back and we went to chelseas suprise party..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! watch the girls play and just chilled for a while.
then sean, jim and I headed back here for deisel hour...it was sooooo crazy, sean is soo fuckin funny. i know he had a good time haha.
sunday i woke up early, went to rollerblade, made a little video for myself and got tired then pretty much slept the whole day.
today school was boring as usual. but i cut my dreads today :( :(
a lot of people didnt get to see them, they were soo fuckin hot and you all missed out on seeing my sexy hair. right, anyway i cleaned up my domage so im still hot. ya know. i shaved too, havent done that in like 2 weeks so i looked more like a scrub than usual, its all good now though.
and i hung out with christine and jackie for like 10 minutes today that was cool too :)

hopefully sean and i can go to thursday and thrice on friday..that would be the coolest thing ever!!

ok bye

burnabridge @ 2003-09-19T23:40:00

2003-09-20T04:17:29Z

tonight was really fun, me sean and jimi went to christines and matt and sam were there. so we chilled at her house until about 7 maybe and then we went to the game. that was wicked funny, so much violence between us all. i think between all of us jimi got his ass kicked the most. i saw kyle there too, i was definatley suprised too see him. then we all went to applebees after the game, we made a mess of the place and i think they got pretty pissed. kyle also showed up there too. i think he just likes to see me ;)
i saw so many old friends and shit, i was so happy to see them all!!!
and yeah some other things got kinda messed up tonight too..sorry
about that guys.

my new screename is pakel1ka00, so add that shit to your list!

and um whatever else happened tonight.. yeah...

im tired of sleeping alone...

2003-09-18T23:55:38Z

jeez i havent updated in a while, ive been to lazy. well i have rollerbladed everyday this week and i am sooo freakin tired!! and shit do i hate school so much, it fuckin sucks, every day it goes the same..wake up, so tired i cant talk or see for like 10 minutes, get ready then go to school, fail all my work (again), come home rollerblade til it gets dark, then sleep. i need a life!
today is thursday i think, i rollerbladed for a bit at the park, wasnt really into it today. then i went to britts and she pimped out my sweatshirt with some kmk designing. its even more awesomer now, thanks son. then jim took us to wendy and after that we went to see christine at toys r us, then to newbys for no reason and finally gap, again for no reason, but some gay guy talked to me there so you know i was happy about that. i seem to attracked gay guys, sweet huh?
tomorrow is friday hopefully, i tink im gonna go to christines then the game. im excited i havent hung out with her for a while and i think seanathin is coming too!!YES!!!!!!!!
yeah..if anyone else wants to chill this weekend holla at ya boy (that means me in homie talk) even though no one EVER wants to chill.
i started on my dreads today, im so happy, ive been waiting for this moment for a while now, jim says it will take a few days, he says maybe by sunday my hair will be nappy enough.
yeah so i got a headache so im outta heraa
peace

i kill myself cause im so frustrated

2003-09-15T22:03:54Z

yesterday i went to skater paradise..i sucked sooo much, i think i should give up on rollerblading, it was so bad.
yeah after that i was soo tired, thought i was gonna die.
Today i had school, obviously that was some gay shit and then i came home and went rollerblading. im really tired, i was pretty sketchy with all my tricks but didnt fall at all so thats good.

I feel really good right now, i dont know why. i feel so happy.. for no reason i guess.. i think its cause i love you :)

burnabridge @ 2003-09-15T14:53:00

2003-09-15T18:54:45Z

yeah that hats pretty sweet huh?!?! :D